fire outside my window

you say the coldest place on earth is in your heart. why would you come back? just when my faith was fleeting. it wasn't like i didn't care or wonder what the fuck was on your abyss of a mind. this isn't fair because I'm never fair and they've never been fair. no more five hours condensed into fraction of seconds and balls of gas moving round to create shapes in my sky. to show a distinction in the sequence of events that contrast from my life in a dangerous degree. the inconsistency didn't worry me. it was like i already knew. i already saw her relayed message in my head.

i loved you since that moment, but we live in different worlds.