Margot

beaker and I ended up showing up relatively late and had to deal with getting him a ticket (yes, we showed up and chanced it.) We went off of my luck, since he has not even an oz. My luck pulled through, and got his ticket for a scant $25.

So, skipping past the fact that the line was literally a 2 hour wait and us just going to my car to smoke cigarettes and listen to music. The show was perfect. This is not an exaggeration. Every band there did such a good job. A band called thunders played (I'd never seen them until friday) and they're actually from Indy. Well, they were wild. I think when I'm in chicago at the end of the month that I'm going to see them play a house show. As for margot's set.. I told Brian that the song I wanted to hear most of all was skeleton key. So it gets nearing the end of the set and guess what song they play last? Yes, just for me. Then they obviously do an encore and had the mosr random people come up, it was so fun. They were using suitcases, cones, anything you could think of as instruments.

well ladies and gentlemen

Its been nearly a month since my last post. Sorry to let you down, I've been caught up in the going ons of my life. Who has time to be me anyway, right?

Well lastnight I landed in broadripple with chad handing me martinis right and left. We left school and met Jason up at salon 6 to attend a hair workshop. I took a pink kiss for the road and happily left looking like a victorian princess. I was talking to some of the girls that work at the salon and they were planning on going to the same hair show in chicago I was planning to attend late march. I'm really excited for the hair show and even more excited about the number of times (and reasons for) I'll be in chicago in the next three months.

Speaking of hair shows, I recently won 2nd place for the hair competition to go to nationals in pennsylvania. I'll be sent as an allternate and will compete, if somehow (magically) Jeffery can't compete. I'm keeping my fingies crossed.

used up and drained

There was a train off in the distance
When I decided to stay
I'm not sure what I was thinking
Its never the same when you're away
Oh I hope you had your fun with her
You'll never stop paying for this
I told you I was fine and it was a lie
I was just too numb to feel anything
I can't find the words, I'm so sick
There's no way you could understand
I came this close to walking away
You only know how much you deserve that
Why can't I let go?
Why can't this just fall apart?

kind of neat

So I found a way to pass the time. I got a bass and an old shwinn to fix up.

I think I'm either going to teach myself or have nate's roomate teach me and have John help me fix up the bike. Its a piece of work, but when its donw it will look so beautiful.

This should keep me busy for a while.

i'm not a ladies man, i'm a landmine
filming my own fake death
under an '88 cavalier i go
but-but-but-but nothing but the rear bumper's blown
but i's born for this flight, united 955 on the fifth of july
back the s over y
i join the dark side
in a thin disguise
on consumer grade video at night
faking suicide for applause
in the food courts of malls
and cursing racing horses on tiered steps
playing the wall at singles bingo
all time gringo did anyone hear me cry there
through a toilet stall divider
i swear i care, raw

i am an example of a calculated birth
two a star chart for clowns, im not
under robin eggs in a nest, you hit a manila
envelope with one last little robin's egg in it

a hollow bullet yet spentsubject to dismissal
i wish all my pitfalls
could be called my miscalls

cherie-a cherie-e cherie-i cherie-o cherie-u

my home.

Josh and I went shopping at an antique mall a few days ago. It really makes me want to own my own house so that I can decorate it myself and fill it up with my own frames, curtains, and furniture.

omg

I'm in my bed for the first time this week. So warm.